Day 8

Well, today is Day 8 of the Provera.  I am really feeling the side effects of it now.  Headache, moodiness, cramps, being hungry.  But it is all for a good reason!!

I was on one of the meassage boards that I read/post to and saw this quote, and I love it so I thought I would share it:

'I have spent years hurting whilst listening to mothers lament the fact that their children have ruined their bodies...now I secretly smile, safe in the knowledge that mine will mend my broken heart.'
It broughts tears to my eyes when I read it, because it is so true.  So many woman moan and complain about their pregnancies and their children, if they only knew what I would give to have that.

There is a song that I absolutely love that I am going to share with you to.  This is definately a song about what I am/have been going thru:

I would die for that by Kellie Coffey

Jenny was my best friend.
Went away one summer.
Came back with a secret
She just couldn't keep.
A child inside her,
Was just too much for her
So she cried herself to sleep.

And she made a decision
Some find hard to accept.
To young to know that one day
She might live to regret.

But I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that she had.
I would die for that.

I've been given so much,
A husband that I love.
So why do I feel incomplete?
With every test and checkup
We're told not to give up.
He wonders if it's him.
And I wonder if it's me.

All I want is a family,
Like everyone else I see.
And I won't understand it
If it's not meant to be.

Cause I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that they have.
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
For that kind of love,
What I'd give up!
I would die for that.

Sometimes it's hard to conceive,
With all that I've got,
And all I've achieved,
What I want most
Before my time is gone,
Is to hear the words
"I love you, Mom."

I would die for that.
Just to have once chance
To hold in my hands
What so many have
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
How I would love
What some give up.
I would die ...
I would die for that.


Until next time...

Shawna